YoUr GuArDiAn AnGeL

2008-05-22T21:21:00.005+08:00

All these are pics from my fone.. hahas i randomly post. Now these are the videos of us bullying shao kai and oso Shu min imitating Shao Kai. HAhas Lol.

2008-05-17T10:09:00.002+08:00

OMG.... i lurve yesterday's class party! It wqas seriously alot of fun. We played dodge ball, hide-and-seek in the dark and alot of other games. We also had a mini "campfire" in the MPH. Benny, Yirong, Dario, Arwin and Russell walked around telling us ghost stories and alot of us were freaked out. hahas...
Poor Olivia. She got leg cramp.
But seriously it was alot of fun. I hope we will have more of these parties next time!:)

2008-05-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

you know wad? i cried again today.
i could not tolerate it.
he talked bad about me right in front of my face.
he hurt me.
right in front of me.
how would you feel if the person you LIKED did that to you?
how would you feel if he said that he did not care, and also caimed that you followed him everywhere he went?
how would you feel if he said that yo copied whatever he did, joined, or said?
wouldn't you feel the same way as me?
i DON'T even LIKE him anymore.
why does he keep saying that i CLAIM i dont like him?
CLAIM??!!
anyways its true. i dont like him anyway.
i dont think i will like him ever in my life.
he hurt me too much.
too much for me to ever like him again.

2008-05-13T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today Shu min went hyper again.(like always...o.0)
She ar... always after mass ex go hyper one.
Then she laugh laugh laugh laugh then zi yi, keller, eli oso laugh. Then zi yi say eli laugh like machine gun. Hahas...
Then, she laugh until fall on the floor then Shu Min go on top of her and her mum came. i think zi yi's mum saw everything cause when zi yi go into the car her mum look at her like she dam angry or something. UH-OH...

OH YA. i rmb that on fri we bullied shao kai by throwing his bag into the drain. hahas..
We were having so much fun!! But then he act blur one... Shu min hide his bag then he like huh? where my bag? then follow us everywhere when we say his bag there or here. HAHAS...He blur king... I mean queen.. or wadever.

SHAO KAI celebrated his birthday on Sat. it was quite fun... i guess. SO SAD SHU MIN COULD NOT GO!! we sit in the Computer room or something and then his dog came along. HIS DOG SO CUTE! So sad shu min missed all the fun...

ANYWAYS... I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MATHS! YAY ME! I AM LIKE DAM HAPPY but guess wad... my chinese pull everything down!! ARGH!! BUT I STILL HAPPY... MATHS!!! CONGRATS TO AERISA TOO... HIGH FIVE! she also got full marks. SMARTY PANTS AERISA!!

SO SAD... my com crash!! then have to send for repair... now i ave to use my old com... very sad you know... MY old com quite laggy but at least i have a com rite?? Arent i a lucky kid? Hehe..

I WANT A CRUMPLER... AND A PUPPY!! hahas...

2008-05-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late post. Have been busy lately studying(yeah rite... maybe busy playing eh?). Exams are like everyday and i have to study really hard. This time i dont care i have to beat Shu min!!! SHU MIN MUST BEAT YOU THIS TIME!!! hahas.
OMG... i forgot to bring my science textbook home... die...die..die... how to revise???
Anyways.. have to stop my post rite now. need to go study. BE A GUAI KIA FOR ONCE. hehe =)

2008-04-26T23:23:00.001+08:00

ok let me make this clear.
1: I AM NOT CHIO!!!
2:I AM VERY FAT AND HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT.
3:I AM NOT CHIO!!!! ONCE AGAIN.

2008-04-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today was prefects investiture and the counsellors were performing acts like break-dancing, hip hop... etc.
It was really nice and interesting.
After the performance, we went to the field to run around and then Shu min started to sayNA-NA-HOX.... hahas
Next, we went to the cafe to chill out. Shu min had to leave and we were relief cause Shu min kept saying na-na-hox and it got on our nerves.GOOD ONE SHU MIN.
Next, it was ollie's turn to leave, then followed by the rest of us.
Anyways, today was really tiring and i was super sleepy....
Haiz....
Always thinking of you day and night...
Even though we are not that far apart, i still miss you...

2008-04-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

HEY PEEPS!TODAY SO SIAN...
hahas...
i think i am hyper right now..
LOLS.
hyper? nah. i think emo is the right word.
today ballet not that fun. All we did was stretches then some free movement exercises then no more liao.
ANYWAYS...
HAIZ...
WHY DO I ALWAYS TURN EMO AT THIS PARTICULAR TIMING?
WHY AM I ALWAYS SO SAD?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
I SERIOUSLY HATE MY LIFE...
HATE IT...
HATE IT...
HATE IT...
OHH LALA....
SORRY EMO TURNING HYPER...

2008-04-20T22:36:00.001+08:00

This is a random post cause ppl say my bloggie dead hor....
nothing to do now...
juz sian...
somemore have math homework. cant help it....
RUSH RUSH AND RUSH... anyways i love math! so fun...
why does my mind always wonder....
BTW... ABBY has left hcis for chij st theresa... sob sob...
ABBY.... we will all miss ya! but oso must come back to school to visit us ok??
promise...
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you are always in my mind...
never ever forgotten...
if only you could be mine...
i know its impossible...
but my mind can never forget you...
i will wait for you...
if it takes the rest of my life...

-_-

2008-04-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

I have decided.
Giving up is the best solution.
I have to cause. Nvm
Liking somebody is just so difficult.
I know i am irritating.
According to. I have changed.
But in what way have i changed?
Its ok. I get it. You have someone in mind and it is not me.
I know that it is impossible between us ever again.
I have to try to give you up.
It is the only solution left.
Anyways. You will always be a memory etched deeply in my mind.

sports day event.

2008-04-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

Saturday was my sports day! It was really humid but then fun in a way.
Great I am slanging! And it sucks.. I dont want to talk like that... Sob sob
So.. now continue talking about the sports day...
Guess wad i won! Gold for 100m and Gold for 4x100m!!! woo-hoo..
SO happy... but then the runners were running quite slowly so i had a great advantage.
SHITS.... NOW I AM SLANGING AGAIN... haiz.. i can never stop my habit
so.. right after that i had muscle ache and wad did i have after that?
STUPID BADMINTON TRAINING...make my ache even worse

Then today got ballet... and exam is like next week! I am not prepared... 我惨了！
So scared.. FREAKING OUT..!

today bad.training so tiring...

2008-03-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

wahh.... today bad. training so tiring! we were like running up and down and doing so many drills... then coach torture us some more... ask us to lop, then net, then lift, then drop...haiz.. now i am so sleepy...
*dozing off*....
*eyes are closing*...
*zzzz....*
random post lar..

Today go ice-skate!

2008-03-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

wah... today so fun! It was like we went to ice skate at jurong entertainment centre. At first, i met Glenda at orchard mrt station at about 10 plus, then we went to far east plaza to do a last minute shopping...
When we were done with the shopping, it was only like about 1105, so it was really early to go to jec, but in the end we still went there that early, but in the end still reach there at about 12 plus.
Next, we like went to ice skate. It was really fun but then i fell... hahas...
After ice skating hor, we went to eat, but then Glenda, Yi Rong, Benny and I very sian, so we like left...
Actually we did not know where to go at first, but then Yi Rong asked us whether we wanted to like go with them to Marina Bay. So we followed them.
We went to the arcade then go bowling, so it was really fun watching the boys bowl, cause really funny... Hahas until now i cannot stop laughing cause of Benny...

So fun.. yesterday go ecp

2008-03-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

Mii besties! Ollie and Shu Min...

I love Yesterday! so fun sia...
Whole class go ecp... then we go rent bike... dam fun..we ride all the way to the end then ride back, but then hor i fell lar... cause i turn too big round liao... Next, we go to the bedok jetty there to take rest, then take pic lor....I take pic of ollie and shu min... Mii besties!
After we ride back and return our bikes, we then go play bowling.... Shao Kai, Wen Jie, Yun Peng, Shu Min and I one lane, Yi Rong, Benny, dunno who else in another lane and some other ppl also play.. then Shao Kai dam funny sia, go take 2 bowling balls and tried to throw... Shu Min and I laugh like siao.. also, his way of throwing the ball dam funny also.. cannot "da-han" already... But dam sad cause we only play one game then have to leave liao.. So sad lar...
Ellie, Shu Min at first go heeren to take neo prints, but then the shop renovating, so we go to ceneleisure to take. Then, we go to food court go eat and do homework. We also saw xl,theon,and dunno who else there.
In the end, it was all really fun day...

Tomorrow valentines

2008-02-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

Wah... tomorrow have science test.Then today have maths test, why everyday have test? Somemore tomorrow is valentines day. Still must study.
Stress lar.. Must get good marks for maths and science test.. A MUST!

Today in school sian. But also fun. Shao Kai real funny. When eating his lunch, Shu Min go snatch the sausage then cause the sausage is covered in sauce, so it slipped of her fingers and splatered all over SK then his face and uniform got sauce. He ask where the sausage, then i say drop in his shirt, then he go touch his body like maniac. Real funny. Then chinese test i beat SH! But only by one mark so no diff. Anyways, she beat me in history and business test and i beat her in languages. Overall, school today fun.

After school, Eli, Ryan, Gerald, and Josiah go plaza Sing to buy valentine day present for Oli. At first we went Dasio to buy cheap thing, but then all not nice and unsuitable, so we go dunno what store to buy. In the end buy keychain for Oli.
Then Ryan, Gerald, Josiah go home but me and Eli stay for awhile cause my turn to buy present. But in Plaza Sing nothing suitable so we go all the way to vivo minitoons.. Buy cute dog( a miniature of Furry) but real expensive cause me around 10 bucks... But worth it. Tomorrow valentines then dunno how to give cause first time I give boy. Normally boy give me, so real weird. How to give? Put under table? Give face-to-face? I think just put under table... Hope it all goes well. Well lets hope then.

I really sad now....

2008-02-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Me wanna cry right now....
I think i should give up.. right??
It really hurts to give up.. My heart aches a lot
Should i give this up.. i keep questioning myself but.. i can never get the answer
I chatted, and got no results.. I seriously should turn emo rite?
I cry myself to sleep almost every night... why must this happen to me? Why cant you just like me again? Why don't i have another chance? Please.. one last chance.. it is really difficult to give it up..I really cannot do it.
Seriously.

I miss my sch frens..

2008-02-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

On cny eve, after the macarena performance, Shu Min, Yi Hui, Abigail and I went back to RGPS. It was actually quite a short walk cause don need to take bus. After 10 or dunno how many minutes, we reached school then we saw Amanda... She went St margs! SO LUCKY... She look really different lor...
Next we went to see our ex-school teachers. They were really enthusiastic in our schools and stuff. But so sad... Miss Chow was not there cause she was still on the no pay leave... Wah.. I miss Miss Chow!!! Also, Mrs Ngor was not there too so i could not get my journal back.
After that, Kaya and Chai came! They were like screaming their heads off... hahas... my crazy friends.. They all went to St margs lor.. actually most of the ex-rafflesians from my school went to St margs.. Then only 3 4 girls go HCIS but also very good school.
Soon after that, Claire, Malini, Charlene and Dionna came. We were all really enthu cause so long never see each other then you know wad? Liz cry leh... Hahaz... cause she too happy liao.. Damn funny lar. We went back to 6G and saw our other classmates. K lar... mostly everyone was enthu.. we took a really memorable pic...( its up there..actually i look quite lame in it.. haha)
Soon after, we went estivo go eat ice cream.. damn expensive lar!
Erm... i dunno how to continue but the days event was really interesting and fun... I really miss them lor.. Hope to see: Malini, Dionna, Claire, Nicole, Kiana and Charlene!
Lurve you guys!!<33...

Sian...

2008-02-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

so sian now....
aarrr.... later still need to go for CNY party leh.. I need to go "doll up" soon.. Guess how much i got for ang bao money??
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GuEsS...
CoNtInUe GuEsSiNg...
So sad... i only got a mere $442..
HAHAS.. LOL
OMG... Can you believe it? My shuai couz got new gf liao.. Some more he is the same age as me but i am still single... who wants me??

Can i bear to give him up?? Seriously i don't think i can...

Should i turn emo?? Any suggestions?

HeArTbRoKeN....

2008-01-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

I am so confused....
Am i such a untrustworthy person?
Also... am i that hard to be loved?
TELL ME...